The word celebrate doesn't hold the same meaning it once did. When my son was alive, we celebrated HIM. We celebrated his graduation. We celebrated his marriage. We celebrated each child he brought into this world. And we celebrated his birthday every. Single. Year. When he died, the celebration died with him in many senses. We still choose to celebrate him, but we celebrate with pain sprinkled in. For several years I didn't know how to "celebrate" his birthday. We wanted to recognize his birthd