I have always enjoyed any style of training that demands all of my attention. This is a T4E CO2 paintball gun. There’s a zen that I search for and when I’m in that flow state I feel ok. For the experts: I’m sure there is much to work on here- I’m learning as much as I can every day. The camera angles provide some perspective that shooter and threat would not have..As always- I’m open to any suggestions that would make me more effective in this art. I sustained a full rupture of my left Achilles